I.....

I saw this on a friends blog...liked it, so now I am doing it :)

I am...anxious for the arrival of our sweet baby girl

I'd like to think... I'm a really good mom, but sometimes, at the end of the day, I think I could have tried harder

I've become... a better person since having kids, I have learned more patience than I thought I could ever have

I think...about what other people think ALL the time......sometimes I worry too much

I know...my kids love me....even when Boston says that I'm mean :)

I want...a bigger house *sigh* someday

I have.......an obsessin with buying things for my little girls....clothes and bows

I like...when Rylee tells me I'm the best cook in the whole world...even when it was just mac and cheese I made :)

I wish ...I was cuddling my husband right now, but he is at softball...I am starting to cringe at the word softball

I hate...softball? Its too hot to go enjoy him playing, and he plays like 2 nights a week! But I support him....just miss him while he is gone.

I miss........working sometimes. There I said it. Sometimes I miss having a job, and feeling like I to can provide for my family. (yes, I know I work hard here at home, and yes, I know that I provide for my family in other ways...but ya get what I mean)

I fear......sheesh lets not get started on my fears. I fear of dying and leaving my kids without a mom, or I fear one of my kids dying, or getting sick. I fear of Casey dying (especially recently, due to his heart problems) Sometimes I check on my kids 4 or 5 times a night, and I will lay in bed just listening to my husband breath, and feel relief that he is breathing.

I feel.......overwhelmed sometimes, because I feel like I have to keep my house clean, and my kids clean...and cook dinner often....do laundry...do learning activites or crafts with my kids...(and the list goes on and on)

I hear...the ac running. Atleast its keeping me cool!

I smell......amonia. I just recently cleaned the kitchen.

I wonder......if 4 kids is really the end?! According to the doctors it is...but sometimes I just wonder.

I regret.......I have a theory to not hold onto regrets. We learn and live from mistakes we have made.

I love... my kids and husband. I wouldn't be who I am without them.

I always......find myself comparing myself to others....

I am not...super woman...although I wish I were

I believe...that someday, we'll be able to buy a house again

I don't always...wash my hair...there...I said it. Gross, I know.

I win......the best cook award in my house :)

I lose......earrings easy.

I never......thought that I would have 4 kids by the age of 27, but here I am...and I love it.

I listen.......to my kids talk to me all day, and sometimes I laugh at the things they say.

I am scared of...being alone....

I read...books quickly. In the last week I have read 2 books, both books around 300 pages. Maybe I need to get a life...


if you're bored and want to do this...jump on board. :) It was fun and took up some time!